As soon as i went to the sitting room, my mother came and hugged me i will eat poison to see, they are thinking of marrying you to this bastard safdar he has lost his mind.
They will marry the man whose ancestors robbed me of my family honor mom sat on the bed crying now this bastard is being sent to aligarh for ba i will write a letter to your uncles today, then we will see how everything goes.
She was afraid of what her uncles would do if she found out that she always wrote a letter to her uncles but she replied after two or three months.
Safdar's father is still alive after making him his son-in-law i will eat poison at that time why are you upset, nothing will happen speak to someone like apa, his face was turning white o our easy father, end the fights from our house going to safdar bhai's room, she was secretly praying.
This prayer used to save him from many sorrows he went to the room and saw that safdar bhai was also crying there he did not do anything everyone is crying, may i die." She was getting very serious hey, I'm going to aligarh, i'm crying, that's why I remember my great smell.
He wiped away the tears while laughing i know everyone is lying safdar bhai was on his way to aligarh just a week later she was so sad she was sure that after apa, only safdar bhai would take care of her what will she do if they leave safdar bhai spent this day locked in her room.
Clouds were beginning to cover aman in those days soaked winds kept blowingb abba had stopped talking to aman he was busy with verbal expressions of english hostility till ten-eleven o'clock at night apa's study was very advanced.
She would not turn the page as she passed by the house she would be frightened by the environment of the house and would go outside and sit on the platform where she would be drinking she would start talking to chaprasi why didn't you build your house of bricks is .
He seemed to remember the whole story he had told apa so many times if her heart was pounding, she would get up and go to safdar bhai, but he forgot to talk in those days the next morning safdar bhai was going to aligarh.
Their luggage was packed - the room looked deserted mother was very anxious all over the house that day keep getting blame mama on the slightest thing and keep muttering to yourself.
It is being sent for reading instead of being removed we want to put this rejected person on our head by reading from our wealth, may(Allah) not grant him return! In the evening.
Abba Safdar went to his brother's room and after a long time he went out, then he went to the sitting room fter the meal, everyone went to bed the lantern girl placed in the big niche was lowered.
Before going to bed, she had prayed with great fervor that her father could easily stop safdam bhai and never in the morning after this prayer she fell asleep fear of the morning had opened her eyes once she saw aa safdar coming from bhai's room with her feet pressed down.
Then she lay down on her bed he heard the sound of a low ski and then fell asleep safdar bhai sat on the tanga in the morning and left before leaving he had come to his mother she went with him to the door, but when tanga blew dust on the dirt road, she hugged Abba's legs and started crying.
They were turning dad didn't get a chance to show love to anyone there were two sons who kept talking to each other secretly after leaving in the evening, my father talked to my mother for a whole week when he gets his BA, it will work got it well see.
There was a challenge in aman's voice 1as the days passed, the memory of safdar bhai faded away after school, she would go to kasam didi's house and practice harmonium kun gali gayo more shyam how happy she was in their house he did not like the atmosphere of his house.
Aman would still look anxious and full all the time. In the same way, she would either keep her eyes fixed on the same page of atab or she would keep her hands down and help her in some work.
He decided in his heart that apart from safdar bhai, there was something wrong here a large throne was placed in safdar bhai's room with white moonlight on it dastar khan would have survived on it to eat ever since safdar bhai started eating in his room apa's diet was very low.
Safdar bhai went to aligarh and wrote only one letter after that he did not write any letter when abba sent money from money order, he also returned it dad was very sad these days but mom was looking very happy she was snoring with great sarcasm and dad was staring at her.
He knows you hate him because of your looks dad had to speak up mom was so angry that I would have held on to this pitch farmer's son, wouldn't we have children who Wealth should be spent on him, he has forgotten that honest bastard, he has returned the money and hit you in the face.
Oh, what is your need now no one is wrong with the original, no less faithful to the original my sister's son is less original and your brother's wife i don't know which bhangi will have children your brother has married her and hit the theater in the face of your people.
Glory be to god, the english bhangis are also our rulers it would not be good if you said something to my brother-in-law she knows you, that is why she does not face you she is silent because of me, otherwise when will she send you to jail mom's voice was ringing would that bhangan send me to jail dad arrived angrily.
The mother began to cry loudly apa's face was turning white and she was burning in her heart the bigger she gets, the more sensitive she becomes she was falling in love with her father and her disgust with her quarrelsome nature was increasing but when she saw her mother crying her heart would ache.
BG wants to hide aman in his heart now, come on, that niece of yours, if I haven't put shoes on bhangi, then my name is not the mother cried and challenged it simply came to our notice then dad hurried out mom kept muttering for a long time one day the fate of this house will be very bad she went into the room.
She was lying upright on the bed i will write a letter to her in a aliya boo that she will never come here again apa raised his head and looked at him his face was turning yellow but father who says that you will marry safdar bhai he bowed to himself oops aman will not allow this marriage to take place and i am also afraid of disgrace, so nothing can happen.
Apa hid his face in his arms they she sat quietly and caressed apa's hand at that time she was thinking of what kind of things safdar bhai would read with pleasure and he would not even remember, but here everyone fights and dies remembering him.
Mandir bhai did not even write a letter to him will they miss you don't tell mom I was crying apa raised his tear-stained face sometimes i have said something to my mother when kam didi came to the room, she got up and went to the hall he knew What kind of talk will they have.
Yet everyone got everything from her just because she was the youngest despite being quite big no one knew his heart condition no one even thought about the state of his mind no one tried to Understand.
Little did anyone know that she was now praying at school and praying for blessings to come down to her house easily from her father.
(Parat 6)